lama dah tak blog...to be true...working with this company keeps me occupied..most of the time mmg aku bz...and most of the days in the week i have to go out to TM (owner office).But still im so happy with my new office...new environment...so far the people are just great...i dont feel happy recently...my little boy has grown up and he reminds me a lot of things about him...i told him 'aku serahkan semuanya kepada takdir'...itu bukan tandanya aku menolak..its just that im afraid of trying...dan sudah tentu banyak hati yg terluka...even i still love him actually...biarla kali ni tuhan yang menentukan segala2nya...kalau dulu aku berusaha dan sanggup aku lukakan hati ibu aku sendiri..but not this time...kalaupun nasib tak menyebelahi aku...aku redha...masa akan menentukan segala2nya...
okla nak balik...thanks diary...i owe u so much today...at least im released...
